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1 3.Mockingbird f Kevin Max Shine Bright Baby tion3.Mockingbird f Kevin Max Shine Bright Baby Hiding in the shadows A misfit a mimic We all want to be special Created for something specif ... I'm a lovely creation I am a mocking bird whose song has not been heard My wings are clipped and burned Can my fate ever be turned Been living in a dream but now it's ti ... come unfurled'Cause I'm your mocking bird bird Every note is stolen The ballad of someone else All of me is frozen Forgotten on
2 6.Blindsided ided once again Why should I live in history? Gave away my gun and joined the scene Resurrection Mary's gonna set me free Now I'm a believer B ... e Now I'm a believer But this mocking bird is mocking me She's four hours late and I'm all at sea One little taste is all it takes To get me back to history When the world shines ... ooks like I'm blindsided once again If I gave a damn of what you thought I'd give you the bottle and ask Now the streets are dead and I'm a
3 12.Get Home land here again How am I gonna get myself back home? Ay-ay ay-ay ay-ay How am I gonna get myself back home? Ay-ay ay-ay ay-ay There's a light ... out But I know I'll land here again How am I gonna get myself back home? Ay-ay ay-ay ay-ay How am I gonna get myself back home? Ay-ay ay-ay ay-ay The ... k home? Ay-ay ay-ay ay-ay The birds are mocking me They call to be heard The birds are mocking me They curse my return How am
4 4.Caril Ann Them Bird Things-Pachyderm Nightmares4.Caril Ann I killed a ... br>4.Caril Ann I killed a mockingbird thought it's a sin and I shot a bullfrog ... s a sin and I shot a bullfrog again and again and again and... Mama whipped me left lesio
5 1.Black Diamond: Black Ribbon n antique bird cage I fell again You were a cardinal And I was a mocking bird Who plucked all your feathers So you'd never fly home The train came into town And settled down Traded stream for electricity A ... leave never age In an antique bird cage Black diamond for you Black r

6 7.Black Earth Green Fields ey DeCroo-Mockingbird Bible7.Black Earth Green Fields Black earth green fields ever wonder what's real? Grass blown down by summer winds it's ... winds it's all coming around again. Blacktop highway mile for mile and I haven't seen you in awhile. It's a ... 't seen you in awhile. It's a bird in the hand it's a bird in the sky you can play it close or you can let it fly but deep waters they don't they don't run dry they don't run dry. They s ... earned a t
7 8.Compass Rose t to burn again... Well I'm lost today I won't deny it I'm going to lay down and wait for the compass rose under my skin to start to glow. But ... aiting waiting for it to burn again.... But I know that someday someday I'll offer up a song I was made to play until even the ... s made to play until even the mocking birds don't know what to say and the mo
8 12.Mockingbird all12.Mockingbird Yeah I know sometimes things might not always make sense to you right now But hey what daddy always tell you? Straighten up ... e us ever being Together ever again Like we used to be when was teenagers But then of coarse Everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant to ... me to Daddy's gonna buy you a mocking bird I'm give you the world I'm buy a diamond ring for you I'm sing for you I'll do anything for you to see yo
9 15.Mockingbird 可秀)15.Mockingbird[ Intro] Yeah I know sometimes things might not always make sense to you right now But hey what daddy always tell you? Strai ... e us ever being Together ever again Like we used to be when was teenagers But then of course Everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant to ... me to Daddy's gonna buy you a mocking bird I'ma give you the world I'ma buy a diamond ring for you I'ma sing for you I'll do anything for you to
10 11.Razorblades& Lemonade lade It's against my wrist As I reminisce of our first kiss No I never thought it would come to this And I still pretend it's a dark dark drea ... I can be so adorable Now the mocking-birds they sing While the vulture wears
11 8.Odds and Evens his style again must be a mockingbird And you know birds could never ever fuck with lions
12 9.The Deep leep once again I should go to sleep I fear I running out of time(waits for no one) sometimes I feel I should sever my limbs so I could never ... comfort in the dark call me a mocking bird and it done----------------------------------------------------- you'll be a wolf devoured by a lion cause you look like a lamb ... has swallowed you asleep once again. i should go to sleep i fear i'm running out of time. sometimes i feel i should sever my limbs so i could never crawl
13 8.No Panties you time again I fine enough to even take your mens look a here slim I swear the South Beach let me speak for you touch me you gonna treat an ... the deep suburbs2 dogs and a mocking bird Versae sprad on my water and give
14 6.Mockingbird Again dise6.Mockingbird Again I haven't felt myself today I think I've missed the bus Smell the difference since it's rained I'm not worrying so much If ... bible And I'll never play the mockingbird Again Golden river from the sun I need your Midas touch Protect me from this magic spell That took me out to lunch If I don't work o ... bible And I'll never play the mockingbird Again And I looked to the past And I looked to the future Everybo
15 17.Green Mansions where the birds begin to sing Free from the glamour of the world Where the story does unfurl Waiting on that day to come Tried in vain to forg ... er and over and over and over again'Bout what it means to me Green mansions I can hear the ... Green mansions I can hear the mocking bird Birds singing in a melancholy wood The big wall all around Where my baby will be found Waiting for that day to come Well I've tried ... ught to be Over and over over againJust
16 12.Interrogation en its us against you So fox skyhutch and inspector goose I was taught dont rely on pigs for protection Shit i dont even ask em for directions ... t disturbed fool i'm not your mocking bird The only words coming out of my mo
17 5.Mocking Bird The-Once Again5.Mocking Bird Rain sea surf sand clouds and sky Hush now baby don't you cry There's a ... baby don't you cry There's a mocking bird Singing songs in the trees There's mocking bird Singing songsJust for you and me Rain sea surf sand clouds and sky Time will see your tears run dry There's a ... your tears run dry There's a mocking bird Singing songs in the trees There's mocking bird Singing songsJust for
18 5.Mocking Bird rves-Once Again5.Mocking Bird Rain sea surf sand clouds and sky Hush now baby don't you cry There's a ... baby don't you cry There's a mocking bird Singing songs in the trees There's mocking bird Singing songsJust for you and me Rain sea surf sand clouds and sky Time will see your tears run dry There's a ... your tears run dry There's a mocking bird Singing songs in the trees There's mocking bird Singing songsJust for
19 9.Mockingbird(Tribute in the Style of Eminem) ones9.Mockingbird(Tribute in the Style of Eminem) Yeah I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now But hey what daddy ... e us ever being Together ever again Like we used to be when was teenagers But then of course Everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant to ... me to Daddy's gonna buy you a mocking bird I'ma give you the world I'ma buy a diamond ring for you I'ma sing for you I'll do anything for you to see
20 6.Blue Again br>6.Blue Again Blue again blue again blue again blue again blue again Oh but she's so blue again Blue again blue again And you darn well that it's you again Cause you said last night we were through ... id last night we were through again And now I'm blue again I'm alone again alone again I'm out around on my own again Cause my mocking bird has flown again And I'm alone again

21 3.Snakes& Ladders ever walk again Exposure lies in the eye of the beholder Exposure lies in the eye of the beholder We see what we're presented with But are you ... drive me home. Don't fly away again little mocking bird you should sing for me. It's been
22 4.Hambone(Remastered Version) I'm going again What you gonna do when you come back? Take a little walk by the railroad track hambone Hambone hambone have you heard? Papa's ... heard? Papa's gonna buy me a mocking bird And if that mocking bird don't sing Papa's gonna buy me a diamond ring And if that diamond ring don't shine Papa's gonna take it to the five and dime ha ... Round the world and I'm going again I just skinned an alley cat To ma
23 4.Hambone I'm going again What you gonna do when you come back? Take a little walk by the railroad track hambone Hambone hambone have you heard? Papa's ... heard? Papa's gonna buy me a mocking bird And if that mocking bird don't sing Papa's gonna buy me a diamond ring And if that diamond ring don't shine Papa's gonna take it to the five and dime ha ... Round the world and I'm going again I just skinned an alley cat To ma
24 22.Blue Again-2005 Remastered Version r>22.Blue Again-2005 Remastered Version Blue again blue again blue again blue again blue again Oh but she's so blue again Blue again blue again And you darn well that it's you again Cause you said last night we were through ... id last night we were through again And now I'm blue again I'm alone again alone again I'm out around on my own again Cause my mocking bird has flown again An
25 3.For the Win equila no mocking bird Ima do it right(yeah) on my spring break shit Shout out to the girls I'm kicking it at the lake with Red cup sipping burning L' ... ng til tonight when Ima do it again Lets get it Somebody tell'em Hyde Park is the home base I'm swinging for the stands bout to run this shit Blowing up they say ... ng til tonight when Ima do it again Lets get it Fuck bitches save mon
26 2.Born Again br>2.Born Again For all your foolish games you play in these hemispheres No one shall appear to save man in this time In this magical life ... ime it's just you you you you against yourself Hoping all the time that man would ring the bell You Appeal appeal appeal appeal ... u Appeal appeal appeal appeal against the right All you feel and all you dream shall come the light What ya doing it already ready come To see the light flash on ... it already ready come like a m
27 3.Mockingbird s-暫存3.Mockingbird Yeah I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now But hey what daddy always tell you? Straighten up l ... e us ever being together ever again Like we used to be when we was teenagers But then of course everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant ... e too Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird Ima give you the world Ima buy a diamond ring for you Ima sing for you I'll do anything for you to see
28 8.Rap It Up molition:(mockingly) Good show old boy? Alpha Dog: You're gonna have to do better than that if you wanna beat us tonight. you big headed loser ... and go down to recite poetry against that crew we'll be humiliated! Rigby: Yeah losers for life! Skips: I've lost my appetite. Mordecai and Rigby:(reading the al ... r wings and take flight for a birds eye view! Alpha Dog: Okay things be getting serious you guys are delirious are you hearing this? Talkin''bout positive things ...
29 2.Caffeinated Concert Tickets Death Punchies We take a bird's eye view of the huge lawn) Mordecai: Aw what? That'll take forever. Benson: Here's the keys. You know where the mower is.(He ... air! You always get your way!(Mockingly): Let's play Punchies let's play Punchies. I'm sick of it! Of course I'm not gonna beat you at punchies! Mordecai: Dude yo ... that one. Rigby: Then rub it again! Unless you want to get punched again! And Pops what's with the easy-breezy? Speed it up! My pepperonis are roasting down her
30 4.Where'd Your Love Go? the surf against the shore You're trying to keep your head above these waves Desperately begging for my ore All this has to stop right now Ca ... o stop right now I hear those mocking birds are singing Attracted to the frui
31 1.Mocking Bird d-暫存1.Mocking Bird If I were a mocking bird I'd mock you In soft winds And silent words I'd spot you Like snow blushing in the sunlight And I'd melt you Like morning into ... ing into twilight If I were a mocking bird Would you chain me In view of the endless sky world From the window Wind reaches desperate through the cage bars To seize me An ... ue sky It's almost like dying Mocking bird I'd fly all around Top of the world And never
32 4.Bakelite ou need a mocking bird to kill me in the end Story lines is someone tired cold curry breakfast ... ne tired cold curry breakfast again The dealer's to thank for another
33 6.Str8 Bars my coupe again Got a playground in my neck nigga my chain swang Got3 models they all wearing the same thang Pull up throw my keys to ya nigga ... es I'm so fly I be shittin on mocking birds BANG! I'm reloaded my wrist froze
34 2.Blue Again br>2.Blue Again Blue again blue again blue again blue again blue again Oh but she's so blue again Blue again blue again And you darn well that it's you again Cause you said last night we were through ... id last night we were through again And now I'm blue again I'm alone again alone again I'm out around on my own again Cause my mocking bird has flown again And I'm alone again
35 7.We Are Coming Undone have come again to get me Sweet bitter words Unlike nothing I have heard Sing along ... thing I have heard Sing along mocking bird You don't affect me That's right Deliverance of my heart Please strike Be deliberate(I'm telling you I'm telling you) Wait(are ... trong So delicate Choke choke again I thought my demons were my frien
36 11.When We Are Love w All the birds singing are so many warnings The morning drags is kicking A troubled sheep too broken The days runs ... heep too broken The days runs mocking swifter than our plans Oh our plans When we are high high high high high All the world gleaming with purpose and meaning Whe ... the front gate Torn and spin again and again Oh again Yes we are love love love love love A vast galaxy but a speck in the dark We are love love love love love We can burn hot befo
37 3.Bo Diddley I'm going again. Whatcha gonna do when you get back? Gonna build a house by the railroad tracks. I said'Hey Bo Diddley said'Your Bo Diddley.'' ... heard? Papa's gonna buy you a mocking bird. If that mocking bird don't sing papa's gonna buy you a
38 9.To Say the Least You're the Most o me Hear mocking birds singing tranquilizing See a transparent woman she's a ghost All the wonderful things that you do to me To say the least you're ... iny lake Reflecting your love again It's an uphill climb straight dow
39 11.Coming Undone ughs come again to get me sweet bitter words unlike nothing I have heard sing along ... thing I have heard sing along mocking bird you don't affect me That's right deliverance of my heart be strive be deliverate Wait I'm coming undone Unlaced i'm coming undo ... trong so delicate Choke choke again I find my demons where my friends
40 5.When the Roses Bloom Again ses Bloom Again Lyricist Woody GuthrieJeffrey Scott Tweedy He was roaming in the gloaming where the roses were in bloom A soldier with his sweeth ... calls your sweetheart's name again But your heart need not be sighing if I be among the dying I'll be with you when the roses bloom ... with you when the roses bloom again When the roses bloom again beside the river And the mocking bird has sung her sweet refrain In the days of Auld Lang Syne I'll be with you
41 10.A British Tar mountain bird His energetic fist should be ready to resist A dictatorial word. His nose should pant and his lip should curl His cheeks should ... who remains leaning pensively against bulwark.) DIALOGUE(EnterJospehine from cabin)Josephine. It is useless— SirJoseph's attentions nauseate me. I know that he is ... ne moment into blazing day by mocking hope— plunged the next into the
42 9.I Can't Go On Without You s Harvest-Mocking Bird9.I Can't Go On Without You I can't go on without you There's a part of me that's gone Like a day without the sun I can' ... you Though I must try to live again But my tears fall like the rain I
43 1.Blindsided(Acoustic Bonus Track) ided once again. Why should I live in history? Gave away my gun and joined the scene. Resurrection Mary's gonna set me free. Now I'm a believe ... Now I'm a believer. But this mocking bird is mocking me. She's four hours late and I'm all at sea. One little taste is all it takes. To get me back to history. When the world sh ... ooks like I'm blindsided once again. If I gave a damn of what you thought I'd give you the bottle and ask Now the streets are dead and I'm
44 1.Hambone) I'm going again What you gonna do when you come back? Take a little walk by the railroad track Hambone Hambone hambone Have you heard? Papa's ... heard? Papa's gonna buy me a mocking bird And if that mocking bird don't sing Papa's gonna buy me a diamond ring And if that diamond ring don't shine Papa's gonna take it to the five and dime Ha ... Round the world and I'm going again I just skinned an alley cat To ma
45 10.No Panties On(edited) you time again I found enough to even take em' in Looka here slim I'm from the south beach let me speak For you touch me you gon treat And pu ... the deep suburbs2 dogs and a mocking bird Cause i can spread on my water bed

46 24.No Panties'(feat. Tweet& Missy you time again I fine enough to even take your mens look a here slim I swear the South Beach let me speak for you touch me you gonna treat an ... the deep suburbs2 dogs and a mocking bird Versae sprad on my water and give
47 10.Mexican Blue ysterious bird flies away Seemed to be calling your name And bounced off the top of a towering pine And vanished in the drizzling rain There's ... the drizzling rain There's a mockingbird behind my house Who is a magician of the highest degree And I swear I heard him rip the world apart And sew it back ... e world apart And sew it back again with his fiery melody melody When you were mad at me I didn't care And I just loved you all the same And I waited for the wind ..
48 30.Impact Large Heavy Metallic#4 ther ever again Like we used to be when we was teenagers But then of course everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant ... me to Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird I'mma give you the world I'mma buy a diamond ring for you I'mma sing for you I'll do anything for you to see you smile And if t ... to see you smile And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine I'mma break that ... don't shine I'mma break that birdie's ne
49 17.Mockingbird -暫存17.Mockingbird Yeah I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now But hey what daddy always tell you? Straighten up l ... e us ever being together ever again Like we used to be when was teenagers But then of course Everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant to ... me to Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird I'mma give you the world I'mma buy a diamond ring for you I'mma sing for you I'll do anything for you
50 6.On Repeat rbed this bird's mocking Who's to say what's culture who's watching Who's knocking Get out! they're here to carry me away Not done till i'm buried in ... nning on repeat Over and over again Oh no i don't follow you'cus you're clearly delusional all of you In here we a family i know it bothers you Feeling left out o ... nning on repeat Over and over again Go get out now how you gon' react? Go stay out the ball is bouncing back! You wanna isolate yourself crush peoples dre
51 4.Hambone I'm going again What you gonna do when you come back? Take a little walk by the railroad track Hambone Hambone hambone Have you heard? Papa's ... heard? Papa's gonna buy me a mocking bird And if that mocking bird don't sing Papa's gonna buy me a diamond ring And if that diamond ring don't shine Papa's gonna take it to the five and dime Ha ... Round the world and I'm going again I just skinned an alley cat To ma
52 35.Remember(2) ember the mocking bird my baby bun He used to sing for his supper baby. Yes he use to sing for his supper babe He used to sing so sweet since my baby ... ng days. Oh remember the blue birds and the honey bees They used to sing for the sunshine. Yes they used to sing for the flowers They used to sing so sweet. But-a ... by if you'll please come home again you know I'll kiss you for my sup
53 2.Matter Of Time ly like a mocking bird Every time I get you cornered You slip through My fingers You do When I'm trying to outrun you You won't leave me alone When I ... y) Too late(Can we start over again) If he could see(What he could be
54 47.Blue Again r>47.Blue Again Lyricist Dorothy FieldsJimmy Mchugh Blue ... rothy FieldsJimmy Mchugh Blue again blue again And you darn well it's you again You said last night we were througagain And now I'm blue again I'm alone again alone again I'm out around on my own again There's a mocking bird that's flown again And I'm alone again Now baby though I said I hate you I love you more everyday babe Though I aggravate you All tha
55 2.Get Home land here again How am I gonna get myself back home? Ay-ay ay-ay ay-ay How am I gonna get myself back home? Ay-ay ay-ay ay-ay There's a light ... out But I know I'll land here again How am I gonna get myself back home? Ay-ay ay-ay ay-ay How am I gonna get myself back home? Ay-ay ay-ay ay-ay The ... k home? Ay-ay ay-ay ay-ay The birds are mocking me They call to be heard The birds are mocking me They curse my return How am
56 5.Mocking Bird opic5.Mocking Bird i heard it in the rain half way through the day in the midst of may the rain is never wrong clouds like sheets to comfort m ... g' s connected then i saw the bird again the very bird that once began to illustrate the fall of rain with ringing sounds i gave the ... ith ringing sounds i gave the bird your name made it come my way it landed on my shoe& it sang a rainy song oooo the land was so magnetic you close your eyes& eve ... oul
57 5.Get Buck our sword against my pen bet i win Smart stunnas up in this shit dont trip Hit a lick for the liq For the bitch she sip on the drink To the po ... ssin bossin All these rappers mocking my style So i flip the bird and walk it out Doing my thang wha
58 6.Literal Hunger Games: Catching Fire Trailer Teleport again once more Daft not-so-punk if they open doors The crowd demands an encore Don't nod you crazy white boy Hologirl's not as good ... ike the title) Turn. Hold the bird in front of fire(like the movie poster) Burn the flag. Cut to: Girls talking'bout boys... That they gonna kill. No matter how f ... e Hunger Games: Catching Fire Mockingjay on Sauron's eye.(Hm?)(Tobusc
59 1.Capri Fischer Paradise Mockingbird Again I haven't felt myself today I think I've missed the bus Smell the difference since it's rained I'm not worrying so much If I d ... bible And I'll never play the mockingbird Again Golden river from the sun I need your Midas touch Protect me from this magic spell That took me out to lunch If I don't work o ... bible And I'll never play the mockingbird Again And I looked to the past And I looked to the future Everybo
60 35.Hambone(Remastered) I'm going again What you gonna do when you come back? Take a little walk by the railroad track Hambone Hambone hambone Have you heard? Papa's ... heard? Papa's gonna buy me a mocking bird And if that mocking bird don't sing Papa's gonna buy me a diamond ring And if that diamond ring don't shine Papa's gonna take it to the five and dime Ha ... Round the world and I'm going again I just skinned an alley cat To ma
61 11.The Lords reatening mocking monotonous voices. This is fear and attraction of being swallowed. Inside the dream button sleep around your body like a glo ... ap into its swift shadow. The bird or insect that stumbles into a room and cannot find the window. Because they know no'windows.' Wasps poised in the window Excel ... le and begin. Sort the images again. And sort them again. This game reveals germs of truth
62 82.Mockingbird- Album Version(Edited) 暫存482.Mockingbird- Album Version(Edited) Yeah I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now But hey what daddy always te ... e us ever being Together ever again Like we used to be when was teenagers But then of course Everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant to ... me to Daddy's gonna buy you a mocking bird I'ma give you the world I'ma buy a diamond ring for you I'ma sing for you I'll do anything for you to
63 3.Mockingbird((Explicit)) Eminem-Mockingbird3.Mockingbird((Explicit)) Yeah I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now. But hey what daddy always tell you? St ... e us ever being together Ever again like we used to be when we was teenagers But then of course everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant ... e too daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird I'mma give you the world I'mma buy a diamond ring for you I'mma sing for you I'l
64 4.Mockingbird Eminem-Mockingbird4.Mockingbird Lyricist Marshall Mathers Iii Luis Resto Yeah I know sometimes Things may not always make sense to you right now But hey what dadd ... e us ever Bein' together ever again like we used to be when we was teenagers But then of course everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant ... me to Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird I'ma give you the world I'ma buy a diamond ring for you I'ma sing for you I'
65 3.Mockingbird(Encore Premier) rica3.Mockingbird(Encore Premier) Yeah I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now But hey what daddy always tell you? ... e us ever being together ever again like we used to be when we was teenagers But then of course everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant ... e too Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird I'mma give you the world I'mma buy a diamond ring for you I'mma sing for you I'll do anything for you to s
66 12.Remember ember the mocking bird my baby bun He used to sing for his supper baby Yes he used to sing for his supper babe He used to sing so sweet Since my baby ... ong days Oh remember the blue-birds and the honey bees They used to sing for sunshine They used to sing for the flowers They used to sing so sweet But since my ba ... by if you'll please come home again you know I'll Kiss you for my supper You know I'll kiss you for my dinner yeah! But ah if you don't come back you kno
67 57.Only A Dream und Up on Mockingbird hill and I'm feeling no pain All thbirds are singing their all so sweet refrain If I had to do it all over I'd do the same thing ... ll over I'd do the same thing again'Cos it was only a dream Oh'cos it
68 1.Only a Dream(Live) und Up on Mockingbird hill and I'm feeling no pain All thbirds are singing their all so sweet refrain If I had to do it all over I'd do the same thing ... ll over I'd do the same thing again'Cos it was only a dream Oh'cos it
69 5.Coming Undone have come again to get me Sweet bitter words unlike nothing I have heard Sing along ... thing I have heard Sing along mocking bird you don't affect me That's right deliverance of my heart Be straight be deliverance Wait I'm coming undone Unlaced I'm coming u ... trong so delicate Choke choke again I find my demons are my friends G
70 11.Insane(Acoustic) 심은 Like a mocking bird좀힘들수도있겠지 But I can do it불타는사진속웃고있는우리지난밤과항상똑같아너는외면하고나만매달리는사이는 Oh지쳤다고항상난너였기에너를믿었던나기에매일밤외로워괴로워지겨워이젠떠나줄게내가싫어지게더이상은귀찮게매달리지않게 I'm gonn ... so much pain I won't be back again You make me go insane She gives me so much pain I won't be back ... so much pain I w